October 17th, 2006

Cry

Shadow

We're putting my cat to sleep in half an hour. We decided last night to do it and I don't think I've stopped crying since.

But there is one thing that's helping me through it. I told myself that the day my cat refuses to eat treats will be the day I know he's ready to go. And today he did that. He ate one and it was too much for him and it confirmed it in my mind that it's a good time to let him go.

God I'm gonna miss the little bugger. 17 years old. I don't remember a time without this cat.

Bye baby.